Update on the whole David thing: there officially isn't a David thing anymore haha. Last night he sent me a snap and asked if I'd be able to house a 'friend' from Utah if she came up to visit him this next week. I told him I would have to check with my housing coordinator (cause COVID and whatnot) and I was just getting so many freaking mixed signals so I decided I was gonna talk to him about it tonight after we did our Sunday dinner. He ended up having plans right after so my whole idea of maybe taking a drive and talking about it wasn't gonna happen and I was trying to find a good time to bring it up or segue into it the whole evening but Michelle and Ellen were walking in and out and it just wasn't happening so when it came time for him to leave I walked him to his car and literally at the last second I was like, "Hey so just a quick question, quick discussion, um remember a little bit ago when we decided to be just friends? Where are we at on that because I'm honestly super confused." He was like, "Me too. I think what we decided last time was best though."(More than this was said but essentially that's the gist of it and the conclusion.)
It was abrupt and definitely a short conversation. He texted me a couple hours later to confirm that we were good and I was just like the most up front I've ever been in my entire life and told him where I was at and he pretty much was like, "I just don't have any of the same friends right now as I did this time last year and I don't want that to happen again and things just seem to not work out with girls and I wouldn't want that to happen with you." Which I get, whether that's straight up what it is or whether he was trying to let me down easy and not just upfront tell me that he wasn't interested in me like that. So that's what's happening now. We are friends. 100% platonic. And I'm gonna convince myself to be okay with that.
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