We visited the Saratoga Springs temple construction site as a family for church today and it's insane how quickly it's popping up. I'm so excited to be able to see the finished product and one day be able to go inside as well! They've got this long stretch kind of like a driveway leading up to it and it's going to be so so beautiful once it's all done.
I was also thinking today about why losing Vince has been so extremely difficult. I've had people leave my life before but it has never been so painful as this break up has been. One reason is because I think it was so abrupt but I also realized that when we broke up I didn't just lose him. We had such a solidified plan for our future together, complete with dates and locations. There's a greater feeling of loss because I lost all of those things too. All these plans that were what dictated my life for months are no longer actually what my future will look like and that's been difficult to accept. I'm getting there though, slowly but surely.
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