10/16/20

 I 've officially got Macy and Mira hooked on Killing Eve and now we're all watching the show together and I love having shows with people. It makes me happy happy happy.

10/15/20

 I made a crap ton of homemade mac n cheese today also I feel very overwhelmed and completely in over my head with calculus and I wanna just give up holy crap I cannot.

10/14/20

I was reminiscing and looking through my google drive and found "How Heidi Met Dave" which is an incredibly elaborate story my roommates and I came up with in my first semester of college at BYU Provo and it honestly brought me so much joy to stumble upon this gem. 

10/13/20

 I drove Ellen to work today! She wasn't able to get her usual ride and so I offered to drive her there (even though it made my schedule a little bit crazier it was worth it!) I've really been trying to look for and utilize opportunities to serve and this one fell in my lap today! It was nice as well to spend some time with Ellen. I feel like I don't know her and Michelle as well as I do Macy and Mira. I wasn't able to pick her up since I had work meetings scheduled in the evening but Macy was able to go get her so it worked out!

10/11/20

 We put up the bats!! Also I watched 10 Things I Hate About You and I love Heath Ledger and that movie and also I love my roommates! Macy and Mira are seriously just so cute and fun and I'm grateful for the light that they both bring into my life. As promised, here are pictures of the bats:

*Please note the spider and spider web in the upper left hand corner of which I am also very proud

10/10/20

 Legit such a crazy day. I did have my first day of training for the new job though! I met up with this girl named Sam who works in the Pocatello office and spent like three hours going through all the different sites and resources we have access to and where all the passwords are kept and everything I'm gonna have to learn how to do eventually and it's all a little overwhelming but I'm still excited. A lot of it she says is honestly stuff that I'm just gonna learn as I go so I do feel a little like I'm flying blind but I know I'll pick up on it.

Also I had to take my second calculus exam today and it was so frustrating and I hate calc. I felt like I'd done really bad and my mom laughed when I told her I got an 85% and she says that she refuses to listen to me anymore when I tell her I'm bad at calculus. 

10/9/20

 OKAY BUT LIKE YOU DON'T PUT YOUR HAND ON A GIRLS THIGH WHILE YOU'RE DRIVING UNLESS YOU LIKE THEM RIGHT??

And you definitely don't park the car and then lay your head on their lap and let them scratch your side while you scratch their leg and there's a weird feeling in the air like you both wanna say something but nobody ends up saying anything because life is awkward. 

I wish I'd said something. I should have said something.