10/15/20

 I made a crap ton of homemade mac n cheese today also I feel very overwhelmed and completely in over my head with calculus and I wanna just give up holy crap I cannot.

10/14/20

I was reminiscing and looking through my google drive and found "How Heidi Met Dave" which is an incredibly elaborate story my roommates and I came up with in my first semester of college at BYU Provo and it honestly brought me so much joy to stumble upon this gem. 

10/13/20

 I drove Ellen to work today! She wasn't able to get her usual ride and so I offered to drive her there (even though it made my schedule a little bit crazier it was worth it!) I've really been trying to look for and utilize opportunities to serve and this one fell in my lap today! It was nice as well to spend some time with Ellen. I feel like I don't know her and Michelle as well as I do Macy and Mira. I wasn't able to pick her up since I had work meetings scheduled in the evening but Macy was able to go get her so it worked out!

10/11/20

 We put up the bats!! Also I watched 10 Things I Hate About You and I love Heath Ledger and that movie and also I love my roommates! Macy and Mira are seriously just so cute and fun and I'm grateful for the light that they both bring into my life. As promised, here are pictures of the bats:

*Please note the spider and spider web in the upper left hand corner of which I am also very proud

10/10/20

 Legit such a crazy day. I did have my first day of training for the new job though! I met up with this girl named Sam who works in the Pocatello office and spent like three hours going through all the different sites and resources we have access to and where all the passwords are kept and everything I'm gonna have to learn how to do eventually and it's all a little overwhelming but I'm still excited. A lot of it she says is honestly stuff that I'm just gonna learn as I go so I do feel a little like I'm flying blind but I know I'll pick up on it.

Also I had to take my second calculus exam today and it was so frustrating and I hate calc. I felt like I'd done really bad and my mom laughed when I told her I got an 85% and she says that she refuses to listen to me anymore when I tell her I'm bad at calculus. 

10/9/20

 OKAY BUT LIKE YOU DON'T PUT YOUR HAND ON A GIRLS THIGH WHILE YOU'RE DRIVING UNLESS YOU LIKE THEM RIGHT??

And you definitely don't park the car and then lay your head on their lap and let them scratch your side while you scratch their leg and there's a weird feeling in the air like you both wanna say something but nobody ends up saying anything because life is awkward. 

I wish I'd said something. I should have said something. 

10/7/20

 Macy and I organized a double date type thing. Ish. Basically we both had first dates with these guys on Mutual and then we were talking and realized that both of us were planning to go to Kiwi Loco for the dates and so we decided to try and coordinate them. Unfortunately the guys schedules conflicted so her guy could only do 5:00 at the latest and mine 5:30 at the earliest. So we did a weird thing where she and her date did the first half just them and then me and my date joined and then we were on a double for a while until their date was over and then we finished ours. 

My date was super nice, his name is Mauro and he's from Peru and he told me I was beautiful but like in a way that didn't come off as creepy so that was nice. I still don't know what this thing with David is (or if there is a thing?? Ugh) so I ended up setting up a second date with Mauro next Tuesday. I offered him a ride to his apartment since he had come to Kiwi Loco right after a class on campus. As we were walking to my car David and his roommate were walking into their apartment building and we exchanged brief hello's but didn't actually stop and talk. I dropped Mauro off and then I actually had set up with David to hang out at his apartment right after the date so then I went there and David asked about the date and then we hung out and things are still flirty and I don't know what's happening but I figure the ball is in his court so we'll see.